Honestly though... what would happen if I woke up everyday with a concrete realization that 'i could die today'?
Not like a thousand songs that seem to suggest that I 'should live like I am dying' at every moment.. probably causing me to neglect crucial areas of life like health... financial stability... and a balanced perspective on existence.
But more like soldier who wakes up with the very real possibility of life being over before the sun goes 'round again.
What would that mean for beautiful moments?
What might that mean for struggle?
How would I handle every new thing that came at me?
and why do I generally feel so invincible?